The Memory Keeper ,

Left it unsaid

2011-10-26T10:23:00.000-07:00

I've totally changed since I've gotten into college. I barely know myself anymore. They say its going to be better and you're going to know how to act the moment you missed a treat when you get older. But the thing is I'm starting to act all childish from the moment I realised I was growing up . I became too scared to talk ,more or less too scared to share my thoughts or open up to people. Tragic ain't I? Worst comes to worst I never had the idea of letting people know how I feel everyday because it just bothers me that it will annoy people or I'll just end up with nothing. That is why some things are better left unsaid. :X

:)

2011-10-25T11:17:00.000-07:00

Well , its been awhile people (always hearing that after so long of not updating anything ) . I finally finished my diploma people im sooooooo happy! but the thing is I'm not really satisfy with all the studies I made here. It's like I didn't put enough effort on it. It's all over, just hope that things will get better. I'm here on my bed thinking about what would I do next. So tomorrow my parents are going to makkah for a month and I'm gonna ask them to pray for me so that I won't be falling towards the wrong direction. Amin! And the day after tomorrow will be only me and my brothers. I'll be going to college again to pack up my stuff. Then I would make a month full of relaxation and a diet of course, hehe since its my parents order. move on people ;)

Terang Week :)

2011-06-20T14:02:00.000-07:00

It was too great that too many thing have happened in the past 7 day . We were struggling really hard for the performance night while the others were struggling for the video and booth. Since it was our exam week , each of us take turns on practicing the dance moves and buying props. hell of a week I might say .

Day 1
Registration -Hello UTM :)
The accomodation was okay . Not as bad as I thought it will be. First tour around FAB square and then we were asked to paint a mural for our college. It was really fun for the first day. Later that night we were told to pair up and split into groups of 20 and they mixed us up with other bunch of student from other colleges. As the first task , they made us do a few lanterns . The exciting part was 2 of the lanterns were made to be like hot air balloons that can fly to the sky :D Some groups made it but too bad our group didn't make it though :(

Day 2
Green Mural and Sculpture in progress.
I was really excited that we're making a mural "again".We were asked to paint a mural of the Green of Malaysia in abstract.From what I remember, the mural was orderly managed.But here's the highlight of the day,while I was painting, my leg got really sore and I tried sitting down but I sprained my knee bone instead and the brush I was holding flew exactly to Aina's white shirt(Sorry Aina). Oh boy , I can't imagine how painful it was. Then they quickly called the Medic team for help. I can't even straighten my leg. They forced me to straighten it,and I was whining like hell but then the bones cracks. I thought I was about to lose a leg hehe but it was just a minor destruction of the knee joint :) Later that night was the first day for "Performance night".Their performances was super cool, extraordinary I may say.Luckily our's was the day the after. We weren't really ready for it since its our first workshop and performance together.but anyway GO TEAM KACA! :)

Day 3
Catchmania
"Angkat tangan kanan, gedek3x, turun tangan kanan, duduk diam2x" hehe, fun moments warming up before the game.Divided into two , the other team runs for body parts for TERA-MAN , and the other paints and create their own TERA-MAN. For our group we decided to make a SUPER-TERA!! Oh wait, look at how excited I get.hee.but yeah me and Aina went back early cause we had rehearsal for our performance later on that night.

With all the scary thick make-ups,oh ya,we were doing thriller,bsb dance and shufflin(for the heroes) anyway :P then we went on stage for the first time as a team.It was a relief not to be boo-ed at,cause our seniors had experienced a really nasty one back then representing their former college.And so we passed xD

Day 4
Terarace and Sculpture completion
This is it! The day when we went to Johor Bharu for the exciting explorace! We had to get up early in the morning cause the bus leaves at 7.15am sharp.Luckily, we could get up on time after a tiring day the day before. Before the race started, they had a little talk from an AR. about "Iskandar Malaysia" where they talk about their buildings and dragging fresh architects to their projects in the near future.Interesting though.Whatsoever, back to the activity that we were all excited about, EXPLORACE! We had to run all over JB town for like hours to finish off 10 checkpoints! From papertossing til taking the exact photo and look according to pictures given infront of a bank.I was so damn exhausted I couldn't even walk right. I even had a fight with a friend. That night we went for shopping at the bazaar nearby. It was really crazy seeing all the good stuff we don't have in KL on sale. I didn't buy much cause I wanted to save money for architecture book the next day at BAZTER(Bazaar Terang).but then a friend of mine wanted to borrow some bucks and she promised she'll pay me back. I was okay with it they we rushed to the bus because we were already 10 mins late to go back to UTM.

Day 5
Resting day and the not so BAZTER shopping :(
And we woke up having backaches and sore legs getting ready for some shopping at BAZTER,err well not really :( We were about to go out and that's when I realized my purse was not in my cover.I searched all over but I still couldn't find it. We were too exhausted yesterday.Then I asked the faci for help,on my second thought searching it on the bus,and everywhere but it doesn't seem to show.My mood came off instantly.Can't believe I lost my purse for the second effin time! I just walked around BAZTER seeing my friends go shoppin for the last time. Ain't it dreadful ? :)My mood really gone off but luckily the BAZTER living room is opened for performers so I decided so release the stress away by singing. HAHA with no guitar o.O (cause they took the guitar home already since that I'm the last to perform). And so we continue karaoke-ing instead. Later that is the prize giving ceremony, everybody settled down at the same hall that we did our performance. It was kinda like a formal-casual dinner where students get to dress up.For the record, our college made it for the multimedia competition at 3rd place :D and my group won the 2nd prize for the green mural(not feeling the vain anymore reminiscing the part when I sprained my knee bone teehee)

3rd prize for multimedia competition. GO TEAM KACA! :D

Aina,Me and our Mak Ayam(Group Leader) , winning 2nd prize for Green Mural :)

Day 6
Goodbye UTM
And so the final day has arrived, going back home without my wallet but with such full memories to remember.And of course I didn't forget to make a police report before I get home. It was really sad thinking about it though . Hoping when I get back ,everything will be settled but first I must find answers to what my parents would have want to say :/ *am dead

Final exam !

2011-06-05T13:42:00.000-07:00

So this is the finals for the 6th sem .One more sem to go . I should be studying by now. Stubborn ain't I ? yeah I am studying right now. gotta keep my mind on the notes though . Papers are until thursday then we'll proceed with the Terang performance practice and prop. That's for now .

#nowplaying Fireworks -Boyce Avenue <3

P/S: wish me luck though :))

7 more days to TERANG architectural workshop.

2011-06-04T09:54:00.000-07:00

Ohmy, this is getting hyped! My heart kept raising while watching the videos and performance from other schools competing for the previous architectural event. They're like extra-ordinary. Makes me speechless though . For my college, I hope we could get our name acknowledged.xx

4th June 2011

2011-06-03T13:28:00.000-07:00

Holla , it's my parents's 34th anniversary and I'd love to wish them a great prosperity ahead. Then comes the newly born, Qaseh Maryam(cousin's daughter) who is apparently Tok's(our late grandma) first great grandchild :') . Last but not least happy birthday to you my dearest Tasneem Rashid . Hope you have a good time there in Sydney with you family and son without your husband ,50 days to go til he comes to you ! Stay patient babe :)

Life has been quite slow for me . With my stuck up architecture life. Seeing changes from 2008 til now. Some of my friends are already with kids, some of em are already chasing their dreams to europe , some of them changes directly 360 degrees. It's just the matter of time to see how fast they learn and grow. Well my point is , people has their own ways to climb the stairs . As for me, this is the last second sem , so next will be the final and I'm going to continue my studies somewhere really far or am I still clueless about it? Am going to cry the hell out to give a full-press to it til I get what I need to support myself .

With love,
Nea xx

deadline.

2011-03-20T13:24:00.000-07:00

21st March 2011 monday .

It's 4.30am in the morning .I haven't finish my assignment yet . Tomorrow should be the second paper for my examination . AND on wednesday I'll be having final presentation for the whole sem design class . That is I'm working on right now . Live like there's no sunlight .Currently really focus . I can't afford to lose this one . wish me luck .

Is this the part when I suppose to be crying ?

2011-03-09T23:49:00.000-08:00

A lot of thing had happened . but I'll go with my assignments first . It's just too tensed that I can't finish it off on time . It's too sad to think that I couldn't get higher CGPA this sem because last sem's results was really bad . 50 sketches , final presentation , journal for 7 topics , bauhaus report and 2 papers for final exam . it's all between 2 weeks time .

Exam Week

2010-10-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah 2 papers passed and one of it is a piece of SHIT ! Tomorrow's goin to be my last paper . and I'm off to study now . Wish me luck ! :D

Smile for me mommy .

2010-08-27T18:16:00.000-07:00

It's funny how I reread all my previous post . I am way matured now like totally . I could just laugh about it now . Being so emotional is apart of my life , but being fun and crazy is even bigger . I'm still learning though . Can't laugh about it now or I shall laugh about this 10 years later . :P

final project design dar-4 ;)

2010-08-24T13:19:00.000-07:00

Its bungalow timeeeeeeeeee :D

Things I should not be playing with .

2010-08-24T13:02:00.000-07:00

I'm not a superior at this . It is really hard to tell . Time by time it always gets more confusing . I admit , I'm a really emotional person at times . I don't do things really well . I get caught up in a trap really fast . I was so stupid to even fell for it . I was always the one who started the big thing . but then it turn off to be such a crap . I am then afraid to try and trust again. I just need a place to cover my knees so that it won't bleed when I 'm about to bound to Him . But what people do is just taking things for granted . It's just so important to me that you don't even care . You wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow . Because the last thing you know what's important to you is when you lose 'em . Death .

Gone baby gone .

2010-08-07T11:04:00.000-07:00

Now that i'm done with my first project which was chevrolet showroon design . The lecture came out the idea of designing a shophouse that equal to one floor for shops , second for office and the third one for residential area . I don't have a final design for it yet but we
ll figure somthing right ?We got less than a week to do this thannng . buckle up guys ! :)

First design assignment for semester four .

2010-07-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

As usual this blog was left untouch . Walking through this unbeatable days as usual . Anyway , I already got my first assignment for design class . Quite excited at first but now it's some kind of a nightmare lol . I sleep in the afternoon .Working at night . We were assembled to make one showroom for cars .After all of the precedent studies we made , the last car brand that was given by Sir Aidil is CHEVROLET . I hope it'll go well . Buat dengan hati yang tenang okay ((:

CHEVY SHOWROOM

MERC SHOWROOM

Pulling myself through, from jumping off a cliff .

2010-06-28T15:48:00.000-07:00

OH HELL OH . Really . I waited for like 2 weeks and 3 days to check my result . Yeah ,its not as good . I didn't even get an A . I feel like I'm not worth it anymore . It's like I'm not good in everything I do no matter how much I tried. I can see it clearly . I can feel the insecurities in me had always trembled . But there's only one thing I know about myself that I would never ever give up :) AHAH and now how am I suppose to give proper reasons to my dad again ? SCREW ME ! He kept on asking me about my result instead of giving me money for my registration fee . It wasn't that bad I guess , but yeah I know him pretty well , he had always knocked me out with something even if I did tremendously great. Anyway , the way they handled the registration in my college this time is pretty well messed up . Ouh sure it pisses me off :D

A lot has come to mind since my brother got married in the last 2 weeks . Not that I want it to be the reason of me being so brain-wrecked nowadays but really I'm so out control . Well , I think I am a person of "out of control" . I'm not good in organizing . For now I am . And I know its good for myself to can get things actually right on place . I'm sure the main cause of not doing this is from my dear laziness . GOD help me . Make sure that everything is going to be fine .

P/s : I need to get fit by saturday , cause I'll be the sub MC and the " pengapit" for my brother's wedding night :O

It goes the way you wanted .

2010-06-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

I admit it I 'm really weak , but deep inside i'm strong enough to grab hold . burn baby burn .

Tuesday days out .

2010-06-09T18:03:00.000-07:00

For definite , I was out with some college peeps to send Dyan's sister's car at KL . So we wandered around KLCC doing some stuff at kinokuniya , window shopping , checking the movie tickets while waiting for dyan's sister . But unfortunately , the time of the movie wasn't good enough to be seen . After sending dyan off to her sister ,we wandered around again and bought something from the hypermarket downstairs . Then we had picnic at the klcc park . And then we got separated because i was suppose to go back and they also have to get back to college. At the very minute we got separated , I was thinking that it was little bit too early to get home . So without thinking i bought a ticket of "killer " starring ashton kutcher and catherine heigl for myself . People might think I'm crazy but watching a movie alone was really good :)

After the movie , I took the train home and as i arrived at the ktm station at kl central. It was to full to be true . I waited almost 3hours and the train still hasn't arrived . I got fed up , I went and took a taxi home from kl central . My mom was really worried about me . luckily , i was home safe and sound :)

Picture it perfect

2010-06-07T11:58:00.000-07:00

For the last 4 days i've been spending my time with my old folks , my bff's .At first i met soren mohd noor at the mines because we were planning for so long to meet each but haven't had the chance to do so . Like it or not i took a taxi to the mines by myself just to meet her . We had so much talk and so-so but it last for only 2 hours . It was nearly 10pm that time and she had to get back home . Later that night i spent it with my dearly coursemates playing bowling and karaoke . It was really funny though .

The next day I was picked by my other bff , maryam fathillah . I spent the last 3 night at her house . We were actually heading to our previous high school to take the spm certificate . It was really a quick trip because no one was really there . The day after , I accompanied her to my other friend's sister's wedding . So much for the drama . We talked like a lot . Wow , i never know seeing an old friend could have so much of a topic . The day when she actually sending me off , is the very day she's meeting her love one . But it was a dissapointment because i was meeting an excoursemte from terengganu and by the time i get off the car ,my friend was crying so badly because the guy she should be meeting is actually a jerk . I couldnt do anything that time but to leave her :((( im sooooooo sorry syg . Now she's telling me that she's having an operation tonight (you never told me about this !) . I tried calling her a many times but she never picked up .What is this feeling man !? :( i'm sorry bestfriend . hope you get well soon . i love you so much . And I will always be there when you need me next time .sorry for leaving you :((((((((((((((((((

Some path beyond .

2010-05-28T16:02:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back in Malaysia ! Lots of updates I may say . It started when I first got my project 2 assignment (bus stop + kiosk) . Well even before that time I've already planned to follow my dad for his conference trip to Vancouver B.C of the second week of the assignment ,unfortunately the time is too short so i decided to cancel it . My lecture kept warning me about how my assignment would turn out and it annoyed me the most with me doing it alone so far away from my colleagues. As soon as I get back home , I told my parents about it . My mom was okay with it but my dad didn't really agree on me cancelling it on the very last minute . Like it or not I have to go the trip as planned . I was all wrecked but I tried doing some schedule I can follow when I'm there . I calmed myself down without having any panic disorder. LOL . So much for the therapy . After some tutorials for the assignment , the day finally come . The trip .

It was all mixed up I can't even remember which day was which . But the first thing is , We transitted at Hong Kong International Airport to another plane to Canada . We had 5 free hours to spend there . We decided to have lunch and catch some shopping (it's too early ain't it ,opps hehe ). There you go , my dad bought me shades by "marc jacobs " . Gahhhhh . It was too soon to be true . Lol I used to ask him for quality shades a long time ago but he ignored me ever since . Daayym I'm so happy I could eat a cow .

Arrivals at Canada . We waited for the person who suppose to pick us up merely for an hour already . It was too long my dad decided to take a limo to the hotel . Imagine riding a 12 feet limo with mini bars in it .

As soon as we reached the hotel . I dropped my body straight to bed because my body was all cramp of a total 20 hours flight from Malaysia . The next day we went around the city to find something to eat . We wandered around the city for almost 2 hours but we end up eating brunch at the foodcourt -.-. We had so much of an experience there . We went to the Harley Davidson's Gallery and bought some goodies there . We even went to "Grouse mountain" where they still have snows on spring and catch up a couple of wild tamed big bears on the mountain . Later that day we went to one of the tallest bridge on earth which is "Capilano Suspension Bridge ". It was made for hunting purposes .The bridge was numerously high and it was really funny seeing people who's afraid of heights screaming all the way across the bridge. And the other normal day we went for shopping and walk around the streets of Vancouver BC . I didn't exactly tell you that we went all the way from the harbour to the northshore by seabus just to get fresh lunch such as raw oysters and some other seafood(yummeyh , hehehe ). The place is rich with seaafood . I remember the first dinner in VBC I had with my dad's colleague , we ordered for rainbow trout and we thought they would only served a piece but poof , there came a giant trout which is the size of my elbow on the plate served with specaial saucee' . Everyday since, we had breakfast at the hotel eating raw smoked salmon . There's only one dish i love the most is egg benedict with raw smoke salmon . I'm addicted to it and it makes me order it for every breakfast i had (although they have buffet at the side ) . Now that's about the food . The funniest part was when we were on the way to the airport when we were actually going home :(. Okay , here is what hapenened , the taxi driver of the the taxi we're riding is actually deaf . He didn't open up the aircond for the passengers . We were strangling to death. A moment later , my dad asked for air-conditioner . My dad asked for it twice but the taxi driver looked back and didn't answer . as if nothing happened -.- are you deaf or something ??? and then i tapped him by the shoulder and ask him for air with some hand signal . But then only he open up the window (we asked for aircontioner you moron ). well that's a potential .at least we got air to breath better than not . HOMO SWEET HOMO .

As I'm in malaysia . It's not any holiday for me anymore . I rushed myself so finish up myfinal project before . I was seriously down but I manage to keep things straigta nd have a good talk with the lecturer . Thank God , the presentation was okay but I misused the time for the explanation . It means that I wasn't ready for the speech but the drawings are completed :)

Lazy bump bump .

2010-05-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

I admit it . I've been lazy , really , for this past few month . I feel like I don't know myself anymore . Yeah at least i realize something about myself right :) So by right I'm gonna need some supplement or raisins to build up my mental stamina . Thanks to Soren Mohd Noor for cheering me up .

Gold

2010-04-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

Yes , i didn't fulfil what you really wanted . Yes I do . Its never right . I used to be the badass and the time when you never want me at home . You were so mad like crazy . I still thought about it . Now I've improved much . At least I became better . And you know it . Somehow or rather I still respect you for what you've done all my life . I'll work harder and extra . I'm not useless and I just ACCEPT your BIG challenge .Loves

It's another part .

2010-04-12T11:01:00.000-07:00

Today only , I went off to college to collect my result . It was really a heart-raising situation because I honestly didn't do well last semester (like really2 bad ). When the mike says my name out loud , I walk slowly to the result booth and get to know that my result isn't that bad after all . Alhamdulillah . For third semester I would probably stay home but not hostel . My mom told me to come home everyday for this two months and a half . sorry Ika if you're reading this . I have to because my mom will be busy and I have to take care of my little brother at home . The situation would just be the same . Dont worry :)

Flashback :)

2010-04-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

Wrecked up . It has been two weeks since the holiday started , had a lot of fun and excitement plus a lot of chores to do bahhh. Enjoyed meeting old folk . hanging out with soren , maryam , jue , iwien and others(u know yourselves (; ) . those are the folk i've been dying to hang out with during college period . But i havent got the chance to meet Anym . She stays just around my college area but on holidays i'm at home so its quite hard to go there in the situation of "play fetch with my bro to school " =.= . im sorry anym . it took a long time to see . i promise you in a short time we will see each other .

I spent the first week with Ms J . YEAH I wish everything could go back to normal , but its all in the past . All you have to do is have faith in yourself . If you chose what you want to live then He knows how to give the best to you . As long as i know you , you've been a great and a strong girl . I love you darling . That night we went to see tasha and bamm her some flour . Tasha2 , thanks ajak i pegi bts show me how the biz works . hehe.
The next day , we both went to iwien's house for her bbq party . It was simple and friendly . How i wished i could join em knock the birthday gal with flour but i miswore the outfit . sheesh if i was wearing a more simple clothes , it would be more hippie ! haha plus the spaghetti was yummy :9

The week after i got to date with my hubby maryam ! We spent one night of earth hour together at the curve . It was funny though . We rushed around the building just to find a belt to buy because i wasnt confident enough with the big shirt im wearing . Then we had dinner at kopitiam downstairs while waiting for the lights to turn off lol . We had nasi goreng tom yam which were A blast . We ordered another but maryam couldn't finish it because she had a problem coming and she unmood because of it . After dinner, we lit up the candle and took some pictures by the garden . It was really a moment i could smile for because we were burning while taking pictures beside the candle .She spent the night at my house . Hey haven't i told cha this Ms . Anne had wear braces . hee <3<3 The morning after , me n my family were heading to low yat (they just arrived from jakarta the day before so i felt guilty on not spending time with them )so we dropped maryam at KL sentral . Went for shooooooping at sungei wang :DD A few days after there come soren ! weee , she came to my house with her coursemate from uitm just to meet me and sleep at my house because she didn't have class the next day . So we spent time on gossiping the night . The next day she had to follow me around while i fetch my bro at school . The evening , we hanged out infront of the uitm hostel corridor for some acoustic session . heee. The worst part is ,malaysian people just can't seem to stop calling "a girl with shawls playing guitar" yuna -.- . hey i have my own identity . i have my own taste . I've been playing guitar since before i even wear a this shawl . FREAK ! haha thats for the day . at least i had fun with soren-nee-chan . The night soren decided to try another nite at my house because she missed me so much . haha . That night our new motorbike arrived and i was so excited . I have to left soren-chan for awhile to testride the bike :p it was effing cool ! then we slept in early . i love you guys scheuuuuuuu much xDD

p/s :first week ; watching how to train your dragon 3d was awesome shit ! missing you mira :D

Perak -Penang trip

2010-03-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

It was totally awesome . The food was great and i've grown really fat . haha . From Perak we went to bukit merah for a swim and some rides . awesomeness .and then we rode about 2 hours to penang ended up at ros's house eating fries while waiting for wan arief . as soon as WA called , we rushed out to the highway and went to the island for a walk and spent a night there .

The next day in the morning we woke up at 12 (morning lah sgt ), we rushed out to the toilet and it's already 1 . they charged us rm3 for 10 mins . such a bumm . then we headed out to ros's house . ros's mom made "Nasi Arab Penang " for lunch . I'm barely speechless about the taste because it was the best meal( after my mom's) i've ever had . hehe then we headed out to -carnival -around sg petani . the place is just like bukit merah but smaller and cooler . We took some picture around the area because the landscape are pretty nice . As soon as we finished the photo shooting session (haha) we went to jaya jusco not quite far from there . The jusco was really huge i could see a pavi inside it . Jalan2 there , Cuci mata and watched for Rempit v3(depa dah takda kerja lain ) cause they only have like 4 movies on screen .like wth . can't believe i watched it but it was a crappy funny moment though . the nite after the movie we went to teluk air tawar for the best char kuey tiew ! it was mouth watering and really beat up the senses . haha . we spent the night at ros's house .

Later on when the sunrise the next day , we went to ros's tok wan's house . Thought there would be somebody there but no . We ended up eating Nasi Lemak for breakfast by the beach . We ended the trip there by picking some cherries infront of ros's tok wan's house and go back feeling unguilty . haha . it was the greatest memory ever . I LOVE U GUYS TO DEATH .

Edgyness

2010-03-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

There is always ups and downs between everything . when the good ones sealed to the bad ones , the life i may say , should be good , for easier thoughts , neutral . When it comes to life , people should think of both sides .But somehow it seems that life has been treating things differently when one side should win . For the people who had tried to make peace but unable to make a whole lot of it. Much respect for you . At least you have tried doing something good and that's when no one can really understand how you really feel . Losing respect for people who don't appreciate what people are hardly trying to do to make sure that life is a better living . How they feel and how they live . So please stop comparing your life to others . Stop bragging for small matters while there's apart of the people in the world are much more troublesome than you . Appreciate what you have now than what has left you behind .

monitor f

2010-03-15T16:42:00.000-07:00

i'm sooooo friggin cool . exam's overrrrrrrr . i loikeeeeeeee . party time !!not to hard :DDD

ordinary boundary

2010-03-13T10:39:00.000-08:00

I made the FAKE confession session because i'm letting go of you .

You just don't know how much pain i feel inside .

You were more than that .

More than i could have ever imagine .

I just want you to be happy.

You'll never know .

Thanks .

p/s : ignore

i thought you were great .

2010-03-08T16:46:00.000-08:00

Well exam week is on the move . I have yet studied only one chapter for history tomorrow -.-" . and that's really an example for a good student . okay , i've settled all of my model making since last week plus presentation . Everything is just like a relief . But then i forgot about the exam , THNK GOD i only got two papers . The best thing is we still had the chance to swim at Sg. Gabai a few days before finals . Not at the right timing at all . The art of architecture life . In the mean , we also went to klmu for their portfolio day and it was cool for a friendly session between college . So much had happened and i could list it like twenties . hehe .FYI , we were being kicked out from the studio for staying up late .and its not fair . they should've told us earlier . We were like refugees seeking for home yesterday . But we ended up at Wan's place around bangi with 20 people suck in it . haha what a blast . gotta get back to my study now . wish me luch ! buhbye :)

final project basic design 2 (diploma in architecture programme semeer 2)st

2010-02-25T16:59:00.000-08:00

DONE !

finally the presentation is already done . a lot has happen . unexpected things. tension and depression of uncontrollable mind. we were in college for a week and staright . been through feversand brutal headaches . and i cut my nails off into half from the model board i was cutting .
- plus lots and lots of prob i cant get rid off. it will goes on and on . family . it will always be that way . can't i just have one personality of my mom . its so sad the way she's telling people how bad i am when i did nothing . i was totally down about it . i cant raise my voice any longer . she's my only mom . and i have to bear with it in a little while . Alhamdulillah i finished my design . later on is just some drawings and then finals . i wasnt good at all this sem (too weak to say)but 3.0 should be enough . amin .

ganbatte nee .

havent had for some time .

2010-02-13T10:58:00.000-08:00

It has always been boring to certain people when it comes to family . they hate us for not being the best . they stranded us for not doin things that they want . yes i hate that part . but the thing is i grew up with them . i learn how to eat with my bare hands with them . i learn how to speak and walk with them . everything just started with them . what i'm saying is ,just stick with them no matter how rough they treated you . you may want to end your life with them too .

had dinner at tony roma's , it was superb . grilled lamb chop is so it ! and then stop by sushi king to eat AGAIN-.-".HEHE WHO CARES .and then mummy bought a handbag for me . it's cute enough :) thnks ma !

Accidentally broke .

2010-02-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

How I wanted to get a sugar glider this month but damn i'm broke . I didn't even go shopping and that sucks more . Well , why did my money finish so quickly ? mostly foods . I've gain some calories here . haha . And oopsly , i accidentally , "scratched" a friend's car . And it cost about rm400 to settle it , but somehow i only paid rm100 for it . and the other goes for the materials i have to buy for my design project . So much for my happy ending . Money money flies so quickyly T.T

Suria Jelatek Opening .

2010-02-06T23:05:00.000-08:00

It is apart of my dad's friend's project . A residence around KL . Yesterday was the launching day of it although it is not fully built .They only sell the apartment for relatives in the mean time . I met lot of engineers and arhitects there and i'm feeling much nerve out there . There's this malaysian Ar who is currently working in new york but his major is more to urban planning and interiors . He said sleeping under the table is such a norm for arhitecture student ,then , he laughs . hehe . so much for the incommon . But really , the building suria jelatek is a well-done . The room in each apartment is also as big . and the look out spot from the swimming pool can exactly see the whole city .

Future Suria Jelatek Residence

P/S : The food(chinese food ) at the lauching was seriously delicious and too much to fill in stomach . Had a great time browsing the whole building and watching those chinese girls dancing on stage .

POOL time !!!

2010-02-03T12:06:00.000-08:00

i couldnt forget spending one night at ika's place around damansara last wednesday with wan , ayiq , medi , and mira . hilarious . cook potatoes until it burnt , hanging laundries on the dining table , raped wan (not exactly what u think ),and watched bruno ramai2 -.-"" , a next time couldnt be as great . the best part is we were totally hyped to swim that nite and everybody's ready with their swimsuit but when we're about to reach the pool it was closed -.- . then we decide to go the next morning . haih semngat betol xD

FRIENDSHIP never ends ok :)

perfection is a murderer.

2010-02-03T11:52:00.000-08:00

sorry

i couldnt be higher,

sorry

i couldn't get what you deserve.

sorry

i couldn't make you happy

sorry

that i couldn't say a word

sorry

for being useless

sorry

for being boring

sorry

for giving you pressure

sorry i can't be perfect

p/s : ignore

anything .

2010-01-29T11:19:00.000-08:00

Woke up really late today because takda class . Then we decided to go for a movie(but i got no bucks left) . universal soldier . -.-. ruined movie . i just thought it could be cooler but it's not at all . tomorrow we'll be having a match between gmi (german malaysian institute) for floorball . had been a month since i'm being active with it . hopefully it will be ok :)

hulala hoo

2010-01-27T12:17:00.000-08:00

daymn insomniac but luckily this insomniac makes me write this . or else i would've not . haha . i'm in the rage of sugaglider now . jst wait til next month when i get one . lovey doveyh .skenyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >.< but taking care of it is like the hardest thing ever . but at least sooner or later ,it will keep me accompany :) insya Allah .

and yeah there's a new design to make for this sem , firstly study table , secondly look out unit tower and the latest one is a retreat ,a cozy place . goshh how i wish i got the site already but i havent picked one yet . dang dang . lazinees strikes this sem . i dunno about onwards.but no matter how much i tried to stay awake for works but still i couldn't achieve what i had in mind . it is just the second sem of diploma :( , targeted 3.7 above . gila !!!!!!!!!!!! i've missed so many classes already . good.

not IT.

2010-01-23T05:26:00.000-08:00

yeah so what , i'm being my true self . yeah you don't like it so what ? i'm being me . and i'm so happy about it . like i care about you . no wayy . i love you guys who cares bout me .xoxo . i live my own life now . and nothing exactly change. i'm just being better . that's what i am now .

Swirling

2010-01-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

busy busy busy , all i do is not getting enough sleep to finish all my dear assignments.
diploma in architecture sem 2 (kliuc)

basic design 2
-sketching ,explanation(22/1)
-lookout drawings(20/1)

technical drawing 2
-dimensioning(20/1)
- ambience.(20/1)

built environment
- two essay (22/1)
: one essay must not be more than 500 words -.-

theory and history
-sketches in malacca and presentation traditional house

wish me luck !

FROZEN

2010-01-18T10:26:00.000-08:00

For the last few weeks ,i had been very pathetic for seeing some numerous changes in my life . Yeah everything was fine until one day , when realize some of my friends felt the same thing . I was really confuse that time .the gap that torn us apart between our friend . I was afraid bad things could happen if we don't meet and talk about it .i'm tired of losing friends for some stupid reasons. luckily , it's all happen today .so much tears and anger . but we try to keep it down because everyone has their own life and personal problem . I guess we're ok now . Living life like it should be . hopefully there will nothing like this ever in the future . people live for some reasons . sorry for being such a moron .

parts to parts .

2010-01-14T09:59:00.001-08:00

I dont know where to start already , well , i've been busy for days , tired and depressed . it feels like i wasn't able to do anything . and i'm so weak . for this few days i'm really not feeling well but i try to stay strong to achieve what i have to do . yes not complaining thats what i do .it sucks i know. finished my assignments (not) smoothly .and presentation was later on yesterday . my sleep wasn't going so well and the work i've done was extremely in unsatisfy condition . all i did was wrong because there's something wrong with me . God please help me , Ya Allah . i try to be the best but i failed but luckily i tried and tried again . I'm really sorry if i can't be the best of everyone of you as humans . i have my own weaknesses . and i'm still on my journey to find what's good in me .

oh ya presentation was ok but without drawings makes me go like "aaaaa"..my life is all about education now . and i try to stay still with that .

2010 through 2009

2009-12-31T21:04:00.000-08:00

There's so much things had happened in 2009 and there's too much to recall . 2009 is the most happening year of all . getting the biggest exam's result , making my own money , meeting new friends( a lot ) , running away from home , losing my last grand parent , trip to melbourne , entering college life , not sleeping at night for days , big fight with bestfriends , hopeless romantic , joining floorball :) , get new phone , getting my licence , toooo much . and the biggest part of all , is wearing a shawl . it is the biggest change i've ever made for myself . although i'm not fully change but at least i'm bringing myself into something good and it will goes on and on slowly . it was really hard for to accept it for the first time because anything i do is always wrong . i'm not the old me anymore . it has been devastating and jaw-dropping . gratefully , i was strong enough to let go of many things that i love . for 2010 , i wanna be a better person that i am in 2009 . i want to really really achieve my goals and start working . looking for more in 2010 . for the ones who had lighten up my 2009 , JINT's babes ,Ghillis and other who know themself . i love you guys like i'm going to be dead tomorrow .

p/s : jints imy you guys so much , sorry for the conflict .

NJ's

2009-12-25T14:50:00.000-08:00

how i miss spending time with my brothers . yeah although they're not always there for me but i like it when we siblings gather to spend time . all the 9 of us including my mom and dad . momma's not really fine , but thats okay hm. after eating dinner at 'grandmama's place' at pavi , we 7 siblings went to watch midnightmovie "vampire assistant ". freak and stupid-.- . before the movie we spend time at ami's office just above pavi . it was huge and cool . we joke around and had cofee there . how it made my day . i like it this way . but the time when they don't even care . it sucks like hell ! i don't fit in well with them but naqib's my only way .fyi , my first bro are getting engaged next week :) . i'm happy for him .

quotology .

2009-12-25T14:42:00.000-08:00

yeah maybe i was wrong . i shouldn't have say something like that to you . only God knows the truth . i can't say anything after this . its your life after all . i shouldn't have compare. i wa trying to pick one side but myb it isnt fair . i'll just let u guys do the solving . its really none of my business and problem . sorry for both sides.

kalau architecture kena active futsal -.-

2009-12-22T14:09:00.000-08:00

well for one whole day we hd class from 8am to 5 pm . the first class was technical drawing . its about rendering and shading . damn i suck . i ws bragging like hell while the others were chilling -.- i was about to cry but ika helped me out to cool down .haha . i don't know i could be that stupid in these kinda things. huhu . luckily the deadline is on the 4th . the second class was basic design , we suppose to show our design development today but my design wasn't really superb to be shown . huhu . guess i have to go somewhere more relaxing to think of an idea . BALI ! here i go for new year :D

at night around 10 , we were suppose to gather at the studio because they're going to play futsal at sports planet,ampang ( tak jauh plakkkkk ). but today is for guys only . next time they're going to let us join them ,barulahh besttt :D . later we went to andalus to have a drink (bt i don't have enough money to spend there -.-) but i shish and it taste like hell ! firstly it was the best . but slowly after that , its kiling me .ahah .bt the price was not that bad . it clearly cheaper than at ss15 .enjoyed the day today . thanks tothe master mind mister naufal .

shop chop drop .

2009-12-19T23:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday we went out to klcc . it's been a long time . like ages . we planned to go shopping there . nothing else but washing our eyes out . i spent about rm400 .fun. it really turned off my tensed ,but it wasn't enough to make me smile . i thought it would give me something special bt indeed it didn't . i only bought 5 items . as soon as we know that klcc is bored as usual , then , we walked to pavillion to see what's good . it was a half day out walking . and i saw too much pretty items and it makes me go high high high ! ngeeee . it was so tiring cause i was the one driving and the car was manual -.- .. i want more shopping !

knowing that you're not ,

2009-12-19T23:38:00.000-08:00

basically about love , love of a true friendship . heh . we had the lost . when i did that , you were really mad . but now , you're with your NEW world , letting go off everything even your bestest (myb not the best for you ) . you've hurted mine , and the family of hers . what else could you give . you think everthing would be better but no it's not . when will it end ? forever i guess . i'm not going anywhere . i'm just bz with my fucking college life and at least it has something to do with my future and the hope of my parents that had been raising me for 18 years . and the thing that u join , did they raise u for 18 years ? u only want to run away from your problem . you're actually a coward .you're not that big you know . human to human i may say . maybe we shouldnt meet for sometime . i'm tired of hanging out while you're talking about those "new family " things . outside i'm silent, inside i thought about everything my dear .

griffin vs. hornets

2009-12-05T15:28:00.000-08:00

1-3
omg we win !
congrat hornets, finally ! i love you to death !
but i get to play forr awhle only , but i didn't miss one ball.
that feels really good .

segi college performance

2009-12-05T15:16:00.000-08:00

5.30pm
We were already late for the big thing . haha padahal perform kat segi je . well we thought perform at 6 but asctually at 8 . so we rushed like and i was like omg omg , we're so late (semangat) . When we arrived there , i was really nervous because i thought there would be a big crowd waiting for me inside the hall (ehem -.-). but not , it was only like 30 of them . hehe . so we perform after they had their lucky draw . i sang , pelangi by izzy mohamed , kukatakan dengan by peterpan and decode by paramore . we had fun on stage . its like a jamming session because we werent really ready . followed by bean , meeko ,naufal and the others.norm . but at least i got the fun there :D

one day .

2009-11-29T19:55:00.000-08:00

the other day i was alone at home because my family went back to kampung . i didnt follow them because i got a match on saturday (i was the only keeper because john was busy ). everybody's busy with raya eid . so i took the chance to go out alone as a self relaxation day . i onlined at starbucks ou for 3 hours and discovered that meeko and the other are heading to ou also . so i waited for them . i ate unagi kebayaki and one large cup of java chip :D when they arrived we shop a little and meeko bought this leather jacket from f21 . it was hot shit and it's the last piece. lucky her .

the night later i hang out with my babies . jue ,typ and nym ! how i mish ya ! wien je ta dpt jumpa kan . then pick up efy then gerak 15 . omg -.- .. it was so damn awkward . because nym got a prob with her ex-friend(i guess) because jue was like otp with tya like a soo called bff . haha.

the next day was my match with subang rascal.
14-1
worse than before , but at least we got one goal because our team didn't have enough players that time . its like only the 10 of us .
ouh yea before this we fought against geng bintang and we got 10-2.
oh gimme a break , we're still newbies . and they've been playing like how many teen years ? haha.
ouh yea , in the match between subang rascal ,like omg , i saved so many goals as a goalkeeper and i'm feeling good . maybe because i wsn't wearing the really thick thick jersey i used to wear. i wore something light . (:

rebound.

2009-11-23T00:00:00.000-08:00

i was happy. i was already fine . i worked . i found new people and i get myself busy all the time as if i don't have any problem . no one knows about it . until the day he texted me . it turned out pale. he already got a life i was way far behind . i couldn't sleep at night thinking about my feelings . i was damn confuse . i never done this before . and it is even more worse when i was about to fall for somebody else and then he came back . he shows his love . we were flings backs then . bt end up he coupled with another girl after school . i have faith in him .he gave me really high hope for 2 years. it's all fade just like that . he even make excuses that he coupled with the girl to see my reaction . but i did nothing instead. bt deep in my heart i was hurt. i didn't know where to go . so i kept myself busy with travelling ,work , lessons and many more.. i don't when will it end up . maybe i was meant to be a busy person . i already the letter i wrote . for him . for letting go of my feelings . for backing up the life i've finished so many tears . but i still am confuse, honestly .

hornets vs. rascals .

2009-10-31T11:12:00.000-07:00

rascals is such a great team man , they have played floorball for like 7-8 years i guess , or maybe moree.. even their youngest member is only 8 years old man ! fyi

14-2

yeah we lost .. but we lost for being a noob , a beginner , it's our very first time tagging a team like that . even the captain's stick was broken , and some of my team mates were injured badly because they were superb , ouh yeah , havent i told you about the keeper? well, usually they will send sue , the real keeper who's basically a pure floorball player from sweden . but today she's not here but they send off another keeper from local , a girl who really looks like a guy . i ws really nervous because it was a tough team . john was sick so he couldnt catch so much balls back then ,their only hope was me . but i ws not fast enough to catch their ball . i even fell down several time because they plane crashed on me. such a big experience to remember though today ..better luck next time :)

Charismatic ,

2009-10-31T10:03:00.000-07:00

for the first time i've been taken care by a guy with boobs in a salon . such an experience . it was after we went to pkns to renew my passport because we're going outstation around the corner.
and then i was thinking of atiqah my pet sis , because she's taking sewing course here in pkns , so i contacted her and we get together to have lunch .and the most shocking part is.............. she's engaged !!! at the age of 19 . her fiance' and her never had any realtionship before as couples ,they like each other and on the spot they had gotten engage. she was really happy when i met her .awh so good to be her. but i still got a long journey to go baby ! nea nea nea , ur life isn't about marriage , not yet , it's about rock and roll bay bayhh ;p

Round up.

2009-10-26T18:13:00.000-07:00

The other i went and meet soren at section 2 , shah alam . she wanted some stuff for her visual arts . it went out so well and on the same day naurah ajak gi cheras because she wanted me to accompany her to her bf's house .hehe. she was damnn nervous , ( i was thinking that i could straight go to pudu from cheras to pick ika up ).. then off we go to cheras from shah alam.. we waited for nau at McD btho about half an hour and went off to pp's house and ate kambeng ! xDD

on our way home , i speed a little to mcd , but then when i u-turned SLOWLY , the mcflurry i bought from mcd before spurged on soren's sketches and stuff.. i was like wtf ???? i stopped the car on the side of the road. soren was screaming to death ! OMG OMG . then we went straight to nau's house to clean up the mess(sorry ika kete u kne mcflurry,huhu) ,soren was in a really bad mood since that .sorry !! dammn.

it was around 5 .and at that time ika was still in JB ! u said at 2!! and i have to be home at like 10 .huhuhu. okok , u got some probs looking for the bus rite ..
i told ika i will wait for her in shah alam and pick her up at the ktm station .i ate dinner with soren at pkns until around 9.30 pm and send her to the bus stop because soren has her curfew at uitm. then at the bus stop we were thinking , ika couldn't make it to the ktm if she arrives at pudu around 10 ..then i called ika and she's still at nilai . then i told her to stop around our collge area because i don't know the way to pudu (actually -.-).. 20 minutes later , soren is still with me ,huhu, gotta step on her curfew just to accompany to pick ika, and lola's with her . then ika called saying that she's around serdang .. then off we go serdang speeding (we got lost for awhile actually -.-) .haha.

from there i send soren to uitm puncak perdana , and end up at ika's house sleeping because i drove the car the whole day man.

the next morning using ika's car, we went to the ktm station to drop lola off..then go to ika's house again . at ika's , my bro called and said that my dad was in serious anger that i didn't came home the night before. he told me go home at the exact time . i was really down that time . it feels like i don't wanna go home because before this i had done soo many bad things to my dad . and that cause him to he even shoo me out of the house , took my phone and all.. i really don't want it to happen again . i want his trust back , i had tried for this several month and i got the laptop and blackberry .thnk you dad . but now i messed up again .he wants the blackberry and laptop back . hope everything's going to be fine . this time i'm innocent ;)

day one of floorball selangor league.

2009-10-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

salibandy vs hornetts 4-4

griffin vs rascals 13-3

i'm on hornetts team .

Well as i sprankled my feet last wednesday day at um . not on the training session but after finished training at the toilet after i changed my clothes. =.= and today is the very day for the match. really nervous that i couldn't do well so i told my coach the truth . then he set off the other goalkeeper to play for the first half . when it's my time ,6 minutes before game , i was excited but my leg was still injured . i try and try and i saved many goals . but when my feets started hurting , i lost 2 goals T.T .... and my coach ask me to change back with the other goalkeeper who is actually the captain of the team ! thanks johnn ! :)
i really enjoy the game today .

next stop : subang rascals

goosh even griffin (kliuc senior floorball players ) pun kalah terok . hornetts we can do it !

p/s : after the match we went straight to billy's house , his mom made laksa and it was yummy :D(thnk you ).. at first we told him that we weren't coming to make it as a surprise.. then he opened up the door smiling with excitement .haha. and then we went off to the side of the hill to see the view in the evening,from above puteri 12 ,puchong . i came here before already at night and it was beautiful as it was.

reply to ...

2009-10-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

takde kate2 leyh di tarik kembali..kalo bleyh pn..aku takkan trek blek..kawan2..aku da give up kat semua org..certain yg dapat no baru aku tu..korang jge leklok..aku siyes da give up dgn semua..aggp la aku da tak wujud agy dlm idup korg..aku mlas sbnr nye..aku xpnah lpe mne2 kwn..dan aku takkan dtg mncr ble len xnk lyn..aku bhg sme rate mse aku utk kwn2 aku..tp aku ade 1 bdn jek..xleyh brade di 2 tmpt brbeze pd mse yg sme..bg yg aku da bgtau isi ati aku..aku bkn nk lpas kn korg..tp aku nmpk idup korg ok jek dgn atau tnpe aku..korg leyh ckp ape korg nk..aku da give up..yg knal aku..msti tau..ble aku da kecewe..aku da wat 1 kptusan..takkan aku brptah blek..aku da psti kn aku tak kan menoleh lg..aku kene mule kn idup bru aku..idup aku da srabut..aku dtg ke shah alam..utk mgubah idup aku yg songsang dlu..'

aku ke sgamat pn ats alsan yg sme..ke kolej ni pn ats alsan yg sme..tp nmpk nye maslah sntiase mncr aku walopn aku brdiam..aku da ltey..aku da rse byk sgt utk umo yg bru msuk 18..x larat ar cm ni..siyes..sory kalo trslap kte..aku undur dri dlu..jage diri bebek..assalam'kum......

.terase giler ngan korang!!!xthn da..kene lpas gak..nea..idup u skg all about college jek..collegeeeeeeeeeeee all the time..and you da x bercerite da tau x ngan i da..nea..kalo u nk brubah smpi nk ktepi kn i..bek u buang i truz..i syg u nea..igt i sggup??i da x pegy kat u da time i nit help..i ade problem..u neva noe!!!and u wien..sjak kne saun ritu..u da len..ape maslah??weyh!!!kalo korg due da xnk!!ckp xnk!!jgn wat i cm nie ok??i punye syg kat korg..korg mcm ignore i jek..bgus ar..sorg2 ignore..i da jd org len pn korg x sdar..i da jd rsak pn korg x sdar..korg mmg xsdar..especially u nea..i trase hbis ngan u..u yg sggup curi2 kuar umah sbb i ngah sdey..skg yg i nmpk..college is my life..mcm u da xd khidupn b4 diz..da ar korg..kalo da bce..fkir2 sndr ar..i bkn nk mara..tp i trase hbis..ckup dgn bdak kolej i wat hal..i xnk korg pn xd..i ade maslah..nym pn ade..xkn nk hrp kat die jek utk jd bahu i..mmg i da ade boy..tp b4 diz..where did u guys go?pegy brcuti yg xde trniat ati pn nk bgtau??cm 2??k ar..sory kalo trlalu direct..love u..take care..salam..

wtf .haha yeah ? this is what you think about us huhhh? this is what u call friendship ? i don't change at all ! u want me every minute and everytime ? that's gosh man ! u don't even understand our situation man ! i'm taking architecture and i'm achieving it for my parents !! i was worried about u . i replied ur messages ok ! and i really wish i could be there for . its not that i don't think about u at all ! u got it ! i syg u gila kot . u don't even know how i feel about u and u sedap2 je ckp i berubah and i lupe kawan !! fuck la ! other people have feelings too . u don't know what other's are thinking and how they have probs in their life and how busy they are t . ckp ikut suke hati you je . you je lah yang ade hati .i'm waiting for this time already for 2 months already smpai skrg cuti sem nk jumpa u , nk tau everything ! but u buat mcm ni . n that what u want ? i never want to start a new life without u . u yang nak kan ? thnk you and salam.

sneak-sheesh-out !

2009-10-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

10.30 pm ..

ika_cun : nea i feel like cryin
ika_cun : hate it when he do this to me..
ika_cun :he stole my heart ...
blablablablablablablablablablablabla.

prefectional : ye ye ika.
prefectional : shisha jom
ika_cun : haha
prefectional : jom ah
ika_cun : BABI
prefectional : i'm serious
ika_cun : ye ke ?
prefectional : yeee
ika_cun : SIAL KO
ika_cun : AKU TERKENE
prefectional : betol la wey
ika cun : yr dad tk mara
prefectional : die g indon
prefectional : cepat siap
ika_cun : kk i mandi jap
prefectional : i'll text u

15 minutes later..

haaa, finally arrived at rico's place.. located in section 13 , shah alam , kafe zarah.
met rico and abg roni ! gosh how i miss themm !!! it has been like 6 months.. we ordered for grape mint and it's a shiznit !ika layan dah mcm stoner seyhhh :D .. anyway glad i could cheer you up syg :) xoxo

holiday day day.

2009-10-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

second day of it . so hell bored . you will see me online like 24 hours .haha . fetching my bro at school. eat . sit on the treadmill . watch tv . play guitar . read a book . practice some sketches. online . sleep . the same good old things.

and can't wait for this saturday , my second floorball match with salibandy . wheww, and and then movie with nopal and mira ! :DDDD
i miss you guys !

and lidya is coming home today , we'll meet soon k baby !! <3

and jue , iwien , nym , we should gather. it's all messed up. and i don't know which is which . /:

soren maryam i miss you like fat damnit !

jamie , me want perfume me want perfume , i'll text ya ;D

ika sial ko gi tgk jennifer's body tanpe aku ! haha

i miss my friends already :(

he made my day :D

2009-10-19T21:52:00.001-07:00

Most loving , funny and sensitive bro ,
NAQIB !

<3 him dammn much xoxo

meet putri zulaiha akhtar (:

2009-10-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

ini adik billy , she was sick when we visited her. her mouth was swallowed by bruises that time. pity her ... she's dammn cute man ! jangan degil2 makan ubat ye dik . biar cepat sembuh :)
heeeeee.

;)

2009-10-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Nadiana Najib has taken the What Does Your Birth Date Mean? and her result was - Born on the 6th

You are cheerful at heart. You are enthusiastic about trying new things. You have an adventurous streak. At the same time, ...you are a sensitive individual. You can maintain friendships very well. You are compassionate and caring for the people you love. You will accomplish a lot in life.

this is nerve-wrecking -.-

2009-10-19T20:36:00.000-07:00

Teams: 1. Subang Rascals
2. Geng Bintang
3. Salibandy!Co.
4. KLIUC Griffin
5. KLIUC Hornets

Selangor LEAGUE SCHEDULE - 1st Game on Saturdays starts at 2pm; - 2nd game on Saturdays starts at 4.30pm - Game on Sunday starts at 4.00pm
24-10-2009
Salibandy v. Hornets Rascals v. Griffin

25-10-2009
Geng Bintang v. Salibandy

31-10-2009
Hornets v. Rascals Griffin v. Geng Bintang

1-11-2009
Salibandy v. Rascals

7-11-2009
Hornets v. Griffin Geng Bintang v. Rascals

8-11-2009
Salibandy v. Griffin

14-11-2009
* Rascals v. Salibandy Hornet v. Geng Bintang

15-11-2009
Griffin v. Rascals

21-11-2009
Griffin v. Salibandy Rascals v. Hornets

22-11-2009
Geng Bintang v. Griffin

28-11-2009
Hornets v. Salibandy Rascals v. Geng Bintang

29-11-2009
Griffin v. Hornets

5-12-2009
Geng Bintang v. Hornet

6-12-2009
Salibandy v. Geng Bintang
* subject to change

sorry zuhri. :(

2009-10-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

sorry sgt2 , i didn't mean to ruin your relationship with ali. ish damn , it was all an accident. nasib baik dah settle kan :) thnk you so much zuhri , at the same time u saved me .

I love you bebeh !

So great that I'm stopping.

2009-10-17T22:51:00.000-07:00

Last two days was our very first florball training with Mr.epul.. wow , it excites me a hell lot,then when it began... we ran and jog ran jog blabla.. phewwwwwwwwwh , what a blast , i got a real psychotic pain on my chest... it's my very first time feeling this shitty way... maybe i didn't really eat from morning. i don't know. it's not that biggie. myb i'm lack of h2o.. next time , white shirt and one big bottle of water.

training..

2009-10-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

have to go back to college yesterday because i got floorball training that night... and today i got floorball training at UM.. ahh so tiredd.. feels like not going... T.T.. but i'm a keeper bebehh . a hustla yawww ! caan't give up just yet.

tomorrow ,there'll be a bazaar in bangsar.. dresses , shoes GOSH ! i can't miss this one but i got no money left. so broke . lost money . renewed my ic , bought new spectacles.....urgghhh can't believe i lose so much money !!ok this month i'l keep it to myself . it's really not my month.just wait til next month . happy happy birthday !!!! xDDD

gombak setia.

2009-10-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

After lunch time , I went to Gombak Police station with my younger brother.

For what ? to report about my missing purse , pdhl dh lame hilang. but i decided to take cover that it's missing aroung genting , haishh pndai2 je.. When I reported it there, they told me to just report it at your area. you don't need to go this far to report . I was like -.-" , It's still th same !!!!!!! gosh life sometimes is about lying to get yourself out but what goes around still comes around.huuhu.

and when i settled the police report , i went to jabatan pendaftaran thingy for my ic and they said i must pay rm210 for the renewal =.="........... but................ there's still a but , well i get to pay for like 50% if i have a student card.. that's the advantage. yeay !

off to college tomorrow afternoon . anda mau ikut ? :p

My lil hubby bro just had a bad day .

2009-10-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

Just got back from ikea ,every weekend should be ikea for my dad. huhu. getting bored of it already but today was quite interesting. I saw the name "billy" a lot of time ,haha ! ceh market siot. It's actually a product name of an ikea item, a bookshelf. (don't get excited billy ),It has been designed last 30 years. Its anniversary. :D

missing my ghillis already, tomorrow jumpa lagi !
not forgetting my babes and besties <33

oh oh , and one more story in ikea , well guess what ? when I just got out from the surau for maghrib prayers , I saw my other younger bro laughing , ok its weird so I just laugh it off . but then suddenly when i looked down i saw my baby bro was crying so badly.. he even screamed in the toilet.i asked why why an why ? then my other younger celaka bro laughed and said "his little $#$% just got stucked by the zipper".. I was like WTF???? i know how it hurts a lot. I try to get him to the toilet but he kept on crying and crying because it was a girl's bathroom.haha. how cute ! so I called for emergency , my dad. He reached us as lightning(with a scissor =.=).. baby was scared to death.but finally daddy get to pull off the zipper off his $#^%... (:

Hold on tight.

2009-10-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

i was attracted by how writers write their stories. brilliant . it's all about life anyway . It feels like I'm the only one outdated besides human world. I just get to know what blogging really do. it's like being the jounalist of your life .I sounded pathetic. but It really gives a hell out of me.

I'm already on sem-break . oh great i lost my purse with cash and important cards inside it. how careless. and guess what ? it's my second time. Honestly , I'm a really really careless person. I don't take things for granted. but this time I didn't lose it like I did before. I remembered when was the last time I hold it and touch it and loving it ! lol Everything feels like a payback for what I've done before. It scares me how He shows us how life would turn off when you did something bad . What goes around comes around huh. but this time it's really a pain in the ass to go for another photoshoot( haha model much ),another report , another trip to jabatan kewarganegaraan , jpj , maybank , cimb bank ,warghhh...>.<
DAMN !

solero yumm

2009-10-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

for the first time pegi naek genting (dan maen kat themepark ngan dak klas sume.) it was freaking great ! it's been a long time since I ride any rollercoaster. now its time for me to lose the stress..*scream bebeh !!!! * x sangke pulak wan sinyu ikut skali.. cepat btol die blushing..mcm budak kecik kot ! last2 kan bab bahan orang die yg lebih2. hahah...walupun terbengang jap , but at least get to spend time with my ghillis..and one more . like YaAllah , ika , u boleh nangis naek solero shot? i tot u like rollercoasters.. i x sgke gila kot.hehe , experience la babe !!

and and ya , for the first time in my life inside a rollercoaster when we were high above , the system blacked out. there were thousand described in my head , i thought the rollercoaster would crash backwards. how freaky it is huh.

then there's this time kitorg sumbat sume 9 org dlm stu box karaoke.. perghhh mmg sempit but besh .

there's this one time i was left alone inside the car sleeping in coldness , then the car alarm bebrbuunyi mcm sial. kuat gile kot ! tmbh lagi ika bengang and terjerit2.. lagi aku xleh nk tido .

it's all about "there's this time "
haha.

last2 gi lepak old town drank white cofee... and get a chance to see the sunset from genting. how nice.....

:)

2009-10-05T11:35:00.000-07:00

its funny when u flashback things things in the past and you see how much of a loser you are and you becoming one better person and keeps getting better. you don't wanna be mad at somebody for so long for a small mistake they did . forgive and forget. it just sucks to death if you keep your ego for your friends. hehe . aku macam ni lah skrg. dulu bukan main tggu smpai minah tuh tegor melutut kat aku dulu baru ok. haih. apela.bese ar budak kecik mane tau pape.

2 papers flew away.

2009-10-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

Two papers done for finals today. one paper left for tomorrow and off we go to kuantan for a road trip with my colleagues.. ngeeyyuuuuuuuuuuu

Finals project.

2009-10-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday we suppose to submit our final drawing of falling water but we started drawing seriously like 3 days ago. He gave us about 3 weeks to do it -.-"..... There you go nea.The things I can't really draw it alone. I wanna see other's progression. itula kelemahan orang melayu .isk isk . next time kne jadi more confident on your on work..it's already 4.30 in the evening. an hour before class.and half an hour before portflio submission. we havent's finished anything yet.dah plan ngan naufal nak print kat luar SAME2 . then baru balik dari kafe beli air , diorang dah xde kat studio ,tinggalkan kitorang bulat2.oohhh, mcm ni lah mmber kan.aku bengang gile betul smlm ..nasib baik aku ni jenis yang x kuat tacing.Sape soh tinggal kitorg ,ha kan dah lambat hantar portffolio tuh ! done the drawings only but the portfolio.. next week la jawabnye..huhuhuh...

petang ni nak gi open house umah shen. hopefully xde lah tersesat.
dah la isnin final exam , i'm 80% unready -.-"

Earth

2009-09-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

i love you earth . do stay put. don't go elsewhere ..

phew, just i now when we were on our way back to hostel we saw a lot of people were gathering infront of the hostel. wonder why ? then we ask one of the people there , rupanye tdi gegar stu bangunan. it was my first seeing these kinda situation infront of eyes. and no wonder i felt a lil bit dizzy back then. the worst part of the earthquake is from western indonesia. hopefully it won't spread out until here. Amin.

ups and down.

2009-09-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

life is not about complaining. it's about saying YES or NO. and keep moving on. Cause you really want to know what will happen tomorrow huh??

Macam-macam lah :D

2009-09-29T14:45:00.000-07:00

Adoi just got back from 15 . Really tiring , but i have the best feeling ever today. i don't know about later. but i like it this way , i hope it stays. the funny part was when faten tried shisha for the first time. alololo chomel ! wak dah buat jampi ngan asap tuh(die x shisha, tau maen asap je -.-) , yg nau relax je gelakkan kitorg , ika first XNK XNK XNK last last ...hahahahha ! amek ko ! tariq pissed off gila , mcm sial liverpool x score lgsg, n dorg dh kne hentam 2 dh.. well not that i wasted my time there , before that pegi mcd revise for theory in sport's paper. before that lagi buat drawing kat kafe. hee. i'm using the time carefully ok ! papepun , hope the rest of my day could be as good. please.

Marks

2009-09-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

huhu , today got the marks for transformation form sketches got 3/5 :(
i knew it's not that good. we did it rushingly though. my fault . ish aku maken malas balik sial !!!!!.
get a work off it ! but at least boleh improve drawings smpai buat portfolio a3. sume kne print maa ! adoi , what a pain in the ass ! shoot.

mentality freakin IQ ! bekerja lahhh !

one two three

2009-09-28T19:49:00.001-07:00

appreciating each day of life. using it wisdomly today. nea oh nea. buat keje technical drawing XD

2009-09-28T11:17:00.000-07:00

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

Come home
I've been waiting for you
for so long..

sometimes I feel like in the deep corner of a crowded room ,but not even a person noticed i was there .misery... It's like I'm not meant to be with the crowd. As if i was able to fit in well. I didn't know i did it or not. maybe it's just me?

Vote for PAH dehh

2009-09-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

today semangat nak pergi rumah naufal . anak presideng pati pas . ade bnyk juadah2 di sediakan. i got ready in the morning already but end up , my dad forced me to follow him to damansara .(tah buat ape pun aku taktau). he purposely ask me to join him because he doesn't want me to go to a friend's open house =.= . . mcm ape je..huhu..naufal's open was around 2 but we arrived at his house almmost at 6..i had speed up using ika's car though.. perghh , ika tuh kalau jerit no.1 . dh la telinga aku saket .(well here's the story , i was picking my earholes with cottonbud, but the cotton went inside. i didn't know how to get it out (,i already used water , i used the bud without the cotton,)so i leave it for two days, then it feels painful inside my ear , and it feels like bleeding, so i quickly went to see the doctor. the doctor used a sharp long tiny metal to get it inside my ear. firstly it felt really painful but then when he took out the cotton , haa, how i feels good ! hahaahahah.)ok back to naufal's open house , perrghh rumah kau naufalll.. really angelic and cleannnnn. mcm rmh orang2 x bersalah....sungguh besar dan indah . bagai rumahku syurgaku.. and you know what i get from there ..guessss whoooooooooooo????????????

Raya raya

2009-09-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

All the way , me and my family went home to terengganu for 3 days.. it was normal. not as great as last year because my grandma passed away this early year. i ate sooo much that my stomach could bloatt.. urghh.. i have to my diet all over again =.=

then we balik shah alam... only for one day , then without resting we went off to penang for my brothers proposal to her girlfriend. at that time only I realize my first brother is actually a sweet guy. haha. slame ni SWEET ke ngan aku ? well yeaaa , he's the nicest bro i had of all 6.. finally having a sister in law :DD

ouh yea at penang we got a room which is similar to my birthdate. excited but bilik tuh jugak aku baring dan tido sebab kene food poisoning and demam panas. orang lain gi dinner aku dok dlm bilik. org lain gi buffet breakfast, aku dok dlm bilik.. sedeyhh but sekarang sudah pulih sepenohnyaaa :D

haven't u heard?

2009-09-14T03:24:00.000-07:00

Last 2 days i went out to midvalley alone (just to have dinner with one of my bestie , maryam ) . Well , firstly i thought she's already there waiting for me but when i called her , she's at bukit bintang. i was like " whatttttttt?" .i'm all alone. thankfully , she told me erin was there with her colleagues. i met her around the escalator with packages of Mcd's meal and they were still looking for a place to break-fast. It was so crowded back then. I didn't even even have a chance to buy food. We walked and walked and we found one empty ,so we quickly reached the table. I break my fast by drinking blast cappucino. like ZOMG ! mm. dah habis2 sume tuh . diorg ckp nak balik. lagi la alone doe =.= . when i walked alone i bump into my other friend pulak ! it's like God is giving me sign to meet them at mid. hehe . then that night i wanted to go back at college but it's too late a night already and there would be no bus to college after 11. but then my friend whom i suppose to meet that evening called me and ask whether i could just sleep at her house to redeem her guilty feelings before. so i took the train to kajang and waited there alone. It's like really awkward to me because it's my first time there. as i wait , i felt like something is looking at me. it scares me a lot. when my friend arrived , everything turn out so calm and relief. that night i slept at her house.

p/s : tonight griffin vs. hornetts rematch . go hornetts go !

complicated

2009-09-11T16:44:00.000-07:00

life is not that simple. it's quite complicated in such way. well , i need all the formula to solve it all. it's really confusing how people act. they know whats tru and whats not. we are easily played. so becareful guys. i love you !

Site Analysis.

2009-09-08T05:39:00.000-07:00

today is the very day kne buat presentation both rough model n site analysis for basic design. Last week was quite shocking because we came to class late n we were suppose to present about the site analysis. unfortunately it has been delayed til today because puan marah kot kitorg dtg lmbt :(. huhu. tpkse then. today nye presentation was really a turn off. x complete and i'm feeling kinda down because everything i did was wrong wrong wrong..hmm.i'm not that good though. i'm still learning.. i make silly mistakes all the time. let's try again. :)

*Sigh

2009-09-05T16:36:00.000-07:00

I'm really confused about how things going on yesterday . Met my babes, and it was all awkward. yaaa i know jue ngan wien belom ok. but what's the point of the gathering. I thought of talking over the problem. Maybe we didn't have enough time. Tengokla next time mcm mane. I pun bukannye boleh kuar babes. I already changed u guys. U gotta understand me. Dpn my parents I dh x berani keluar sgt . I dah nak jadi kes mcm dulu. Menyusahkan. Kecuali kalau i kat kolej and we meet somewhere. My dad doesn't like me being around too much friends, u guys know that right. Even skrg pun die x suke i on facebook , n pegang phone je pun die dah perli2.. I dah pakai tudung pun die perli gak "depan aku buat2 baek , nnti kat kolej ko msti bukak n buat perangai x snonoh ko tuh !"... he keeps saying negative things about me that i didn't even do :( i hope i could show him and make him realize what i really do in college instead of him thinking that i'm fooling around like a worthless person.

i try to be.
but i failed to be.
i try again, to be..
i try and i try...
*hoping that i could show him what's right..

mom..i still can accept the fact that u're double... believe it or not, Two personalities.. i really hate it when she's in the personality that tells everyone that i'm really bad(in many ways)...i really love her when she's there to listen n tells me what's right to live (another personality) .. it goes up n down...its really hard to explain..only God's know how it feels ..

KLIUC griffin vs. KLIUC hornetts.

2009-09-03T11:07:00.000-07:00

penat..floorball ; i was on the KLIUC hornetts team as a keeper (junior).. we lost 7-6 with pride... satu je beza weyhh !overall the game was a surprise .sume yg x terer boleh jadi pro .. well done hornetts ! lepas ni nak kerjakan technical drawing pulak. dayuumnn.. save me ! >.<

UP up and awayy.

2009-09-03T10:57:00.000-07:00

hee, yesterday went out with naufal , tariq , ika and billy. we were suppose to have dinner(buke puase) at ika's dad's place.. but it was too last minute so we decided to go to OU. watched UP for the second time. it's fun ! like so cute ! when i was out buying popcorn , i heard billy cried mase sad scene tuh, haha. btol ke billy ?? and and we met billy's twin but shorter and cuter ! samaa kottt !! habis movie je strait pegi uptown for supper. i was craving omelette oyster like crazy, but that night terkene rm8 for the meal. dari sedap jadi x sedap sbb mahal T.T...

gilaaaa

2009-09-01T15:01:00.000-07:00

had the worst floorball training session. sakit sial kaki. gila torture kne wat training stamina hrini..perghh , now i know how hard it is to be a keeper..sob2..

Happy Merdeka Day..

2009-08-31T01:06:00.000-07:00

I heard that sopi's coming to town after he moved back to his place from here.. we missed him a lot ... can't believe u're not here anymore.. today i came back early to hostel hoping that i can meet sopi with the others. but then he texted me he's not sure whether his troop is going to alamanda or sogo. if its alamanda it could be easier for us to meet him. unfortunately , the troop he's in is going to sogo for a shopping.. maybe it's not the right time anyway.. see u another time sopi besut ganung n good luck! missing u already... :(

last night we went out on the hillside around 11.45pm before merdeka day., me n anym.. while we were waiting for the fireworks LOL. all we talked about is jue... and iwin.. ya u guys bgado kan.. about adie.. i rase psl bnde ni u guys x patot gado la..masing2 dh besar.. pndai2 amek tujuan hidup sendiri.. and jue , u nk ajr ape lagi dkt wien. die ade mak bapak yg sempurna nk ajr die so just leave things the way it is.. u got ur own life to handle... i heard u want fairuz n wien to be together, it's not like wien suke fairuz balik.. it's like ur story with azam la. if the guy have feelings towards the girl , n the girl can't like him back for some reasons,worthless.. it's not love anymore...and love tak boleh dipakse.. it comes by itself.. i know u have so much experience in life. sadness , loneliness, love.. but us , kitorg pun ade life jugak but different than yours..

and one more u said u're losing ur bff?i don't like the word. i am still me. i'm no different.. sometimes bff have to give space to each other. bukannye x nak jumpa, masing2 dh masok college life. biasa la sume bz. cuti sem kan ada. kite bukan budak2 lagi. it's time to think rationally, psl wien ngan azim. tu mistake die. and she learnt from it. die pun x sgaje psl mahkota tuh. u can't blame her. things happen..now die ngan mcm moving smooth . so just be it. biar je org permainkan perasaan kite coz what goes around comes around... from that on we will learn the hard way.

soren . jue . wien .mrym . lid. nym. <3

wake up everyone.

2009-08-28T15:40:00.000-07:00

It 6.45 in the morning and just got back from jamming and teros pegi sahur ngan faiq , meeko , nopal ngan fathul(hey fathul nice to meet you :) ).. besh pulak jamming kali ni. nopal ade sume lagu slow die bwk screamo from jason mraz to yuna..

i mish my butterflies.. jue (drummer,unikop), soren (keyboard player,uitm shah alam ), iwin (my baby bassist, form 6 ) and and lidya ! (our vocalist, matrix perak)... gosh bila nk jam lgi u guys?? soren ni , time nk jam je die xde..

oh ya , i just knew that sopi is in KL already. he'll be celebrating merdeka day here. i wanna meet him like badly , like i still can't accept the fact that he's already transfer to another college. apelah kau sopi !! i'm really confuse now. should i go home first or just stay at hostel to meet him.

ate the best thosai todayyy ;DD

So weird it's right

2009-08-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

Well i considered yesterday was quite a lucky day for me. We stayed up at the studio until like 6 am n we got class like at 8.50.. as i get back to my room , i planned not to sleep because it will be hard for me to get up. haha. but then i slept ! luckily , billy texted me(thnks <3) saying that there's a presentation going on. and i'm up next. i was like "heeeeeeeeeeelll ".. i told sha that the presentation was on that day but she refuses it's not. when i smpai je klas, org dh tgh present kat depan.huhu. i tried to talk to ustaz but he said just submit the folio so marks will be deducted 5%. T.T . when class had finished , we submitted the folio n tried to persuade ustaz about our late-coming-to-class. we told him that one of our group members is not as responsible. sha ngan i je yg buat bende tuh. i was quite ,not quite , daymnnnly effing pissed off with him actually . u think u're the one who had all the probs!?? kitorg pun ade prob lagi besar dri ko tau x! ko je tatau. itula namenye selfish !

how important friends are to me.

2009-08-26T15:15:00.000-07:00

what do you want to say?:
i'm sick of stupid people getting the attention.

How are you feeling right now?
pissed .

Who's the last person that called you?
shareena.

Do you love you ex?:
i don't have an ex . i'l try to love.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?:
BFF'S<3

Who last slept in your bed?:
me. :)

Who do you want to be with?:
my looney friends ! :DD

Do you honestly love your friends?:
i really do . i need them :(

Who can always make you happy?:
friends friends friends,

Who do you love to talk to the most?:
BFF's<3

Who hates you?:
idk.

Who do you hate?:
perhaps people who talk shit and think that they are the one with problems in this life.
hello stop being so selfish.

What are you doing right now?:
waiting for time.

What are you talents?:
musics?

How often do you cry?:
seldomly.

What did you do last night?:
stayed up at the studio.

Would you ever go back out with an ex?:
i dont have one. -.-"

Ever been in true love?:
i don't know . what's the differences between love and true love anyway?

Ever smoked?:
um yeah

Most missed Memory?:
22/02/2002
the day my little brother waas born :)

First fasting days.

2009-08-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

It feels normal to fast today cause dh gnti puase ,rase cm dh biase la..but the best part is i didn't sleep until sahur ysterday and we cooked fried rice. nyumm ! but i already had maggie 3 hours before n i wasted the fried rice beacuse i'm already full..

that night my mom tetibe ckp nk wat makan2.. fuish punye kelam kabut.. she asked me to peel all 3 packs of potatoes n garlic and and onions.. i was crying in heaven .BAHAHA ! we made nasi beriyani lauk gulai daging n dalca kambing.. fuhhh ! dh mcm org kawen dah ! anywayss, my bro told me that he's getting married next year ,and i was like "whaaaaaat ?", finally ! i've been waiting for something like from one of my elder brothers ..the next day ,he invited her in for a fasting break at our house. she was really cool n nice. she's one of the stewardess, she got short hair n she's super tall(mcm model !).. hope that this one stays. amin.

ikut ika .

2009-08-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

"pehal lancau pantek pukimak mak ko.
fucking ass hole !
kimak !" said ika

hmm i dun wna go home. she keeps tellings people all the things that i didn't even do !!
but i have to coz it's fasting month. how am i going to tell them the truth . they don't trust me anymore :( . bff trust bff rite? why are u doing this to me!!!!!!!! if u guys wanted to fight just because of that ,i'm not at fault coz all she said is not true.. it's up to u to believe in me or her ! :/

Achitectural Talk.

2009-08-18T22:36:00.000-07:00

ehem, scandal baru.
jgn jeles ika

Today , unusually we have to get up early for a talk around 8. KONONnye leh bgn awal but i got up late n i called ika.(die pun bru bgn , siap ckp die igt ceramah tuh mlm agi.haha ). ok , mamat yang ceramah hrinidri tasmania. kasut die bpk ah ! nike yang rm 2,000 spsg tuh ! pahtuh laptop macbook pro , bla blabla. ape2 ar. yg pntg die mcm einstein. n seorg arkitek.
he explains about the global issues yang dh berlaku disebabkan architects. so they wanted to fix it. n n ade stu projek tuh mcm gempak gila, name die "the castle ".. from small it can be a wide ranged room.respect siak. anything aku nk cpai title Ar. tuh !

Good.

2009-08-18T03:00:00.000-07:00

At last i've finished my 3rd basic design project. It was cool because i end it up properly. LIke this is the first design i'm satisfied with. before this mcm hanco gila. the circulation and the innovation. huhu. today no class. so cheers and my horoscope tells me to stay home. so tido n online je.

Morning World.

2009-08-16T18:35:00.000-07:00

the sun is rising.
the world is moving.
the people are worrying,

it's another day an another week today. hope it'll be good. nea , believe in yourself!

Lost.

2009-08-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

wow today i went off to watch land of the lost(actually proposal but tukar) with soren n eddy. (nice to meet u eddy).. pagi2 actually dah jnji ngan adith nak grk same but i off-ed my maxis no. that time so he couldn't reach me. last night i x mkn .then pagi tdi perot sng gile vaveng. damn, dh minum milo cm ok ckit..i was glad i could meet soren today. missed u sooo much dear !! after watching the movie we went for a shopping. yabada badooo ! it felt great ! then we ate at the steven's ,, n soren ordered for the kids meal. hahaha. naughty soren. ko pk ko tuh budak kecik ! bile mknn dah smp, haishh, sdp plak yg soren order tuh.. u boleh la order,kalu i kejadah laa. n yea, i met her boyfie alrdy . he was the chippiest guy on earth. xly nk diam ka ! haha.n before this i met him alrdy because jue bought her drumsticks from him, awww, soren.. i wanted to meet anif pulakk. kate dress up die gothic tpi lyn sentimental punye lagu.i know u had probs with him but nxt time will u ? ;)

p/S : i had had the tastiest muffin on earth 2dayy ! ;DDD

Winners never quit.

2009-08-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

So that was the day yesterday we played floorball for our college for the very frst time.. and it was wicked. we lost 15-5..
i'm the only goalkeeper of the team but john helped me out because it's our first match.FYI i'm the first woman goalkeeper from selangor. i should've stay proud of myself that way. but the game was much of fun n excitement because we get to learn from the experienced players.

after the game kitorg makan kfc woo. punye la sblm gi kfc xda duet so benti la dkt bank nk cocok duet. smpai je kfc tgk2 dalam die ade atm.. x ke hampehh.hahaha.

wondering pieces.

2009-08-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we went out watching GI joe.. it was unexpected because it was not as cool as i think it was before.. the graphic and the acting is like a full of shit..kan ayiq ika billy ?? :D

well this weekend should be our game for floorball n im going to be the keeper.. its like the most nervous thing ever because i'm going to start first before the experienced keeper.. huhu. guys gimme support ! come see me play :

date : 15th august 2009
time: 12 to 2pm
venue : sports plaza PJ.

come2 people !

eeee, n n about mtv tickets, i was too late for it. i thought i could renew my no. to get those tickets without my bro's help. but it was worthless.. myb i wasn't meant to go after all.
assignment assignmentss.. so many to do.. but i'l be okay. go go chaiyok (self motivation-.-)

i wanna keep myself bz so that i won't think of anything that could let me down..
college life is soo much different than before.. controlling all that i got.
i can do it yeahhh !!
tonight ade charity gig kat my kolej..
my lecturer sume pun join.
mcm awkward gig jek.
find it out.

So Little SO late.

2009-07-29T16:24:00.000-07:00

Been very busy with my assignments.. We have to do like this whole design which relate to eco-friendly theme . (basic design)We planned to make a cleaner kit which contains mop, broom , window cleaner and also ceiling cleaner. everything was well-done until the water filter we should be doing(inside the mopping pail). At first we thought we could do it .but at the end it was as hard as rock. daymm . i hate this part.
my groupmates has all given up to do the water filter . but yea , i still try to find the way by rinsing the sand again and again until the water got shallow.(we made the filter by using sand gravel and stones)..until now we havent finished anything yet. except for the poster 80 % done..
i'm soo depressed i could cried out loud.. but thx to nopal n meeko .haha kn nopal kn !
credits to billy yg tlg ptg kn plywood first2 tuh.

I still have more assignments waiting for me ,(tech drwg)_ i have to redo my assignments before because it wasn't approve by sir hayazi (tulisan bunga2 -.-") huhu , guess that's my fault for not doing it according to the instructions given, and and we have to sketch like 5 pictures.. but i haven't finished 2 of it yet..and i have quiz for pgajian islam and pengajian mlysia.. i have groupwork for tech english.. .. n coccuricular activities.. i didn't attend it for this week .. daymm.
i dun wna miss another class.

i wna be as nerdy as i can here.. no more me in the past...
although i'm changing.. but i still can't control my nafsu.. duh,that's normal for humans. so people help me with it.. huhu. and and yesterday was the very first day i perform as a guitarist all my life .lol. yeah , its been years since i played the guitar but i dun hve the guts to perform yet . sempoi sudeyh. i like being around here. surrounded by "good" friends..huhu. but unfortunately , my mom told me that mybe i'll be moving to uitm for good.. but come to think of it. it's really sad. with sopi's departure.. it's like not "IT" ! we mish him so much already ! he's like the backbone of our class..huhu...
this was written 10 minutes before pgajian islam class.(i didn't sleep though , did our design with nothing done).. gtg to class.. quiz...... daymmm .. tawakalillah....

Assignments,

2009-07-20T12:34:00.000-07:00

damnn headache. design and some buildings sketches . i hope i'l be doing well.
go nea go !